Have to wonder where you are?

Zack Keister

A somber song from the view of a child who lost a parent, and doesn't understand why.

Lyrics:
I have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are

They all say how you loved me
But you're away, you're away
It's my fault that you cant stay
I'm to blame, I'm to blame

No one said that you're coming back
No one talks to me about death

I have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
I have to wonder where you are


Written and recorded by Zack Keister. huge thank you to Wolflaneur for contributing background vocals! Do me a favor and go check out their music, its amazing!

Keister Recordings

A somber song from the view of a child who lost a parent, and doesn't understand why.
Lyrics:
I have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
They all say how you loved me
But you're away, you're away
It's my fault that you cant stay
I'm to blame, I'm to blame
No one said that you're coming back
No one talks to me about death
I have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
Have to wonder where you are
I have to wonder where you are
Written and recorded by Zack Keister. huge thank you to Wolflaneur for contributing background vocals! Do me a favor and go check out their music, its amazing!
Keister Recordings

Have to wonder where you are? by Zack Keister

Same Old Bridge

Jes West

Same Old Bridge (Original Mix)

Lucid Dreams

Mr Man

Lucid Dreams is a collection of chill, atmospheric beats designed to drift between reality and imagination. A soundtrack for late nights, deep focus, and quiet escapes.

Lucid Dreams is a collection of chill, atmospheric beats designed to drift between reality and imagination. A soundtrack for late nights, deep focus, and quiet escapes.

Moonlight in the Groove (Original Mix)

Moonlight in the Groove

You're Looking at Me (Original Mix)

You're Looking at Me

She forgot (Original Mix)

She forgot

Sky (Original Mix)

Alone (Original Mix)

Alone

Calm down (Original Mix)

Calm down

Chill Neurons (Original Mix)

Chill Neurons

Lowkey (Original Mix)

Lowkey

High (Original Mix)

High

Moon (Original Mix)

Moon

All My Years

All My Years (Original Mix)

.45 Ice Cold // Can't do another 80 years

2 songs on the somber side.

.45 Ice Cold lyrics:

Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, carry on, carry on
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, let me go, let me go

Fortune fades, time to live 
Namaste, if I don't give in
I'm free to go, but I can't leave 
Entry wounds keep me in place

Just a stain on the mind 
Intimate, irrelevant
Let it ring out 
Through the day and the night time

Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, carry on, carry on
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, let me go, let me go

Through the day and the night time
Your itching to decide, but it don't feel right
You aimed high, but took your time
You won't miss what you couldn't find

Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, carry on, carry on
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, let me go, let me go

Let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go
Let me go, let me go

Can't do another 80 years:

Old ways kickin' in today
Love the chaos that it brings
Hate what they try to say
When they try to justify their odds

Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life
Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life
Your life
Your life

Set us up for failure
And expect us to fix it all
How can I lead?
When I’m still trying to cope

Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life
Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life

2 songs on the somber side.
.45 Ice Cold lyrics:
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, carry on, carry on
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, let me go, let me go
Fortune fades, time to live 
Namaste, if I don't give in
I'm free to go, but I can't leave 
Entry wounds keep me in place
Just a stain on the mind 
Intimate, irrelevant
Let it ring out 
Through the day and the night time
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, carry on, carry on
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, let me go, let me go
Through the day and the night time
Your itching to decide, but it don't feel right
You aimed high, but took your time
You won't miss what you couldn't find
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, carry on, carry on
Oh, let me go, let me go I know it's a load, it's a load
Oh, with a .45 ice cold I know, let me go, let me go
Let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go
Let me go, let me go
Can't do another 80 years:
Old ways kickin' in today
Love the chaos that it brings
Hate what they try to say
When they try to justify their odds
Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life
Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life
Your life
Your life
Set us up for failure
And expect us to fix it all
How can I lead?
When I’m still trying to cope
Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life
Seep into me and let me feel free
Brainwash your life
This is truly getting to me
Brainwash your life

.45 Ice Cold // Can't do another 80 years by Zack Keister

.45 Ice Cold (Original Mix)

.45 Ice Cold

Can't do another 80 years (Original Mix)

Can't do another 80 years by Zack Keister

Can't do another 80 years

Pickles

Fuck humble beginnings I’m barely breaking even
Business as usual I’m drowning in my own pit of shit
Feed me medicine and get the headaches pumping again
I’m moving opposite in the way that the worlds going

Follow I see
Wallow I dream
Style I’m buying
Crumble I sleep

Dormancy, I’m lying aimlessly for weeks
I gotta wash it off cuz it is really starting to stink 
Good advice, I’ve always considered the things you think
I tried to hide but I got caught, cuz the killer is me 

Follow I see
Wallow I dream
Style I’m buying
Crumble I sleep

Maybe there’s some truth
I don’t wanna choose
Stress for me, praise from you
I don’t wanna lose

Hide all I’ve been through
I don’t wanna view
Maybe I’m feeling screwed 
I don’t want what’s new


Fuck humble beginnings I’m barely breaking even
Business as usual I’m drowning in my own pit of shit
Feed me medicine and get the headaches pumping again
I’m moving opposite in the way that the worlds going
Follow I see
Wallow I dream
Style I’m buying
Crumble I sleep
Dormancy, I’m lying aimlessly for weeks
I gotta wash it off cuz it is really starting to stink 
Good advice, I’ve always considered the things you think
I tried to hide but I got caught, cuz the killer is me 
Follow I see
Wallow I dream
Style I’m buying
Crumble I sleep
Maybe there’s some truth
I don’t wanna choose
Stress for me, praise from you
I don’t wanna lose
Hide all I’ve been through
I don’t wanna view
Maybe I’m feeling screwed 
I don’t want what’s new

Pickles (Original Mix)

The Dampening

Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future

I got good sides, and a long time
I’m not gonna do this to you
Kept it inside, yeah the whole time
I Shouldn’t of hid it from you
I got good sides, and a long time
I’m not gonna do this to you 
Kept it inside, yeah the whole time
I shouldn’t of hid it 

Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future 

I’ll make this right
I’ll make this right

Nothing ever satisfies me
But I’m changing who I am

Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future

I never meant to rupture what you held together 
I never meant to rupture what you held together 
 

Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
I got good sides, and a long time
I’m not gonna do this to you
Kept it inside, yeah the whole time
I Shouldn’t of hid it from you
I got good sides, and a long time
I’m not gonna do this to you 
Kept it inside, yeah the whole time
I shouldn’t of hid it 
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future 
I’ll make this right
I’ll make this right
Nothing ever satisfies me
But I’m changing who I am
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
Never meant to go and dampen your pure soul
Never meant to put a hole in our future
I never meant to rupture what you held together 
I never meant to rupture what you held together

The Dampening (Original Mix)

There goes my baby

There goes my baby
Looking for a fresh new start
I said "it's better off this way"
But the regrets too hard this time

She was mine
And we were fine
I was tired 
Nothing inside
We were ripe
And full of life
I lost sight
And let it die

There goes my wavelength
I could kill myself after watching you cry
There goes my patience 
I can only apologize through rhymes 

She was mine
And we were fine
I was tired 
Nothing inside
We were ripe
And full of life
I lost sight
And let it die

Something I felt
Tricked me again
Suddenly im out

There goes my baby
Looking for a fresh new start
There goes my wavelength
I could kill myself after watching you cry

She was mine
And we were fine
I was tired 
Nothing inside
We were ripe
And full of life
I lost sight
And let it die

Something I felt
Tricked me again
Suddenly I'm out

I'm a menace

There goes my baby
Looking for a fresh new start
I said "it's better off this way"
But the regrets too hard this time
She was mine
And we were fine
I was tired 
Nothing inside
We were ripe
And full of life
I lost sight
And let it die
There goes my wavelength
I could kill myself after watching you cry
There goes my patience 
I can only apologize through rhymes 
She was mine
And we were fine
I was tired 
Nothing inside
We were ripe
And full of life
I lost sight
And let it die
Something I felt
Tricked me again
Suddenly im out
There goes my baby
Looking for a fresh new start
There goes my wavelength
I could kill myself after watching you cry
She was mine
And we were fine
I was tired 
Nothing inside
We were ripe
And full of life
I lost sight
And let it die
Something I felt
Tricked me again
Suddenly I'm out
I'm a menace

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